Started off with me finishing my finals and then a night off in London. Two days after that, I met Michael and we kissed under the moonlight by the lake. Three meets after that including an invitation to watch his band performance. A day trip to Wales yesterday and I thought it would be a great trip before I go back and face the haze. No, I was wrong. Not because the city is boring (in fact it is, to certain extent) but a distant phone call from my family 4am in the morning (Malaysian time). I was angry throughout the whole phone call. Almost broke down but luckily friends were with me. Never thought that it'd happen again, for the second time. I wish I am there with them right now. I feel so useless.
Just came back from meeting with R. First time seeing him after ages. Wasn't in good mood due to family matters but he managed to cheer me up a little with his charming smile and lame jokes. Great lunch. Shall put my feelings aside for now while I try to calm myself down. Hope that things will be better. Fingers crossed.
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