Introducing Someone :)

Hello peeps!

I am going to postpone my soft porn post until a while later. Internet connection in Malaysia is just horribly slow. And, due to the weak wi-fi signal, I have to be in the common room. :(

So the main character for today is …….

*Jeng* *Jeng* *Jeng*

Main character : Joey

How we met : Grindr

Nationality : British but he said he is an Asian at heart. I wonder how true is that. Lol

Synopsis : He is one of the first few guys whom I favourite when I started using the app back in May 2012. And now he holds the record for being the longest on my Grindr favourite list, standing at 15 months and still counting. He stayed just a few blocks away from my previous accommodation inside the uni. It was a blank profile and still is. Why did I start texting him? I don’t know. Lol. Maybe I was just bored and all those hot guys whom I texted never reply to my faceless profile. Then we exchanged texts over the summer last year while he had just come back from the States. Fast forward to a few days before my trip to Southern Europe, he was concerned with my safety as I was going to visit a city which he had been to and not have a good impression on. That night, we chatted from midnight till 2-ish in the morning. Never once in UK had I stay awake until such late!

Then I was reported as being ‘underage’ on Grindr. I let out a huge sigh of relief when I was able to log on to Grindr again and still seing his profile in my favourites. Hehe. I texted him straight away. LOL. I was being cheeky then by calling him ‘babe’ (I did this to my PLU friends) until one day he told me that he was kinda put off by that. :(

He texted me on Grindr few weeks ago (Was I in his favourites too?) and I have been waiting for him to text me again. Most of the time, I initiated the conversation first. I am not sure whether I think I get along with him well or there are more that I am hoping for. :-/ Now, I insisted on keeping my S2 (which breaks down quite often) just to keep him with me. We have never met nor did I have his contact details. Hmmm.

End of post. LOL. This was written on a piece of paper while I had nothing to do in the office this morning.

Missing you,

V

A Kiss Under the Bright Moon

Well, the title says it all. Just came back from uni after meeting him.

It is the most romantic night I have ever had. Though not the best kiss, a memorable night to be remembered and hopefully he shall be the one whom I will attach my heart to. Hope that we interpret each other's signals correctly.

With love,

V

Belated Valentine's Day Date

*lub dub lub dub lub dub*

I am due to have my first ever date in 20-odd years!

*heart pumping faster*
*taking a deep breath*

Hope that everything will turn out well. *fingers crossed* It is sunny at the moment. I guess that is a great start. =D Right, I need to groom myself now. Ciao. x

V

It was taken during my visit there.

Ranting 1

I am back here again! Pheww! Thought I abandoned my blog for ages but only to realise that it's just been a week. lol. It has not been a great week for me. Things went terribly wrong and I realised that last year about this time I broke down and even thought of discontinuing my studies due to the immense pressure from studies. *sigh* Is that a curse on me? :(

I am feeling it again now. Probably I am expecting too much from myself after doing extremely well for my tests back in the autumn term. 3 tests and I got two 95's and a hundred. *flipping hair* Clap hand la. I checked the results board and my results were in the top 5% for each test. Greater achievements lead to higher expectations. Oh well, human beings are never satiated.

And then I have loads of assignments due in coming weeks and the first one is on 11 pm this Sunday. Hey man, it is Chinese New Year you know!!! About half complete now but judging from the time that I am left with right now minus New Year Eve's dinner and Sunday's day out for celebration, my assignment might end up being incomplete. Each time I enter my room I can feel all the assignments cascading down onto me. Ugh!

Just moments ago, I received a whatsapp message from someone saying that our date this evening might be cancelled. He had toothache yesterday and is still on antibiotics. The pain got worse.

*notification ringtone from phone*

Ok, bad news. Date has been cancelled. Sien. Not to forget this morning I wasted £1.50 on bus ticket and after a while I got on the bus, I was stuck in the bus for quite some time as it banged into a car. =.= Bad luck, please stay away from me!!!

Fml!

V

He...

There was no one in the house and he popped up at the door. Since we were both hungry due to the cold weather, we decided to cook something decent. It was so similar to our second meeting in my house. After dinner, we were seated at the dining table facing each other. He smiled to me and it was so charming that it's impossible for my heart not to melt for this guy before me. I smiled back to him and looked deep into his eyes. He is so perfect! Then suddenly ... ... my alarm rang and in a split second everything disappeared from my view. :-( F***!

I always believe that when you dream of someone that means your souls are together at that point of time and the someone is also experiencing what you do. But I doubted this belief that I have been holding on to since young. I saw myself as Matt and him as me. Confused and disheartened. Bumped into him last Thursday in front of the entrance to his department. I could no longer recognize him after not seeing him for more than a month. Slimmer and tanner than before. He greeted me and as usual his smile that has melted my heart. OMG! Talked to him for a minute or so as I was rushing to class.


Wanted to talk to you so badly. The tub of ice cream that you left behind is still in the freezer and you promised to make me a dinner. I am still waiting for the day to come.


I don't know if I should continue with this feeling. *sigh*

On a happier note, I had my first tutorial this morning and the tutor is so freaking hot. Huge difference from the photo I saw. Trendy, athletic build but not so well defined muscle, sexy back. Aww. He has got my attention on him for the whole hour instead of on the tutorial. =D

Love. x
V

People Revolving Around My Life

Hello guys!

It is a misty morning here in UK. P.s: The British talks about weather often.
As I promised in earlier post, I am coming up with an introduction of people surrounding me. (:

1. R (25-30, mixed, GAY (I think so))
- Tops the list at the moment
- Studying PhD in the same university as me
- Knows him through Grindr and we have been chatting since 11/11/12
- Stays around 0.15 miles away from me and that was the main reason I started chatting to him
- Been to each other's room and nothing happens
- Awesomely friendly guy
- Fits my criteria of an ideal partner whom I want to spend my life together with

2. Rich (25-30, BBC, GAY)
- Took the same course as me ages ago and is in his final year of PhD studies
- Knows him through Bender (I am keeping the apps just for him as that is our main mean of communication)
- Met each other a few times in the department but only had a proper greeting when I went up to him for assistance in my studies
- More of a tutor-tutee relationship even though we do tease each other sometimes
- A nice guy who wished me during my birthday and a day before exam.

3. Adam (20-25, Spanish, GAY)
- Started to say 'Hi' to me on Bender and we chatted for quite some time before we exchanged number and chatted on Whatsapp.
- Easiest to come up with a nickname as that is the nickname that I call him. He gave me one as well. (:
- Never seen him in real before but he is freakingly damn hot (I have always had a liking for Spanish. Teehee =D)
- Working in one of those famous accounting firm in Spain and thinking of switching to a smaller firm due to heavy workloads
- Treat me like his own brother. Sent me a picture of him holding a birthday cake (he baked it!) on my birthday. He said it was taken during his friend's birthday. Anyway, sweet also la. Hehe.

4. Kingston (20-25, Asian, BI but more towards GAY)
- Met him once through Jack'd
- Engineering student in London
- Purposedly stopped (it was unplanned) by here at the end of his two-week vacation around UK. Touched but no tears. (Probably he is reading my blog XD)
- Just recently got into a relationship. His partner is quite sweet I feel. Story time with him tonight, as he promised.
- NO chance of being together! We both know it is impossible.

5. Lee (20-25, Asian, Straight)
- A girl whom I know through classmate back in college
- Law student in Australia
- First person whom I came out to
- A sweet girl who fell for me during college time (she confessed when I came out to her) but too bad I am gay. She rejected a guy who chased after her crazily because of me.
- Knows pretty much of me and I always keep her updated about my stuffs here in UK.
- Sent me a birthday card from the antipodes which I cried after reading the message in it. It is my FIRST ever birthday card! <3

Birthday card from her! We are BFF! (:

6. Ron, Ricky, Vivian (20-25, Asian, Straight)
- My housemates currently until June 30 (I supposed)
- Great buddies especially the double R. Came out to Ron and he does not seem to be very supportive with some decisions which I asked his ideas before making one.
- Ron just had a one-month anniversary with his girl. Ricky's was a sad case which lasted only 2 days and Vivian is liking a German boy.
- Two of them are in the same department and another same as mine.

P.s: These are not their real names as to protect their identity. =D

Do you realise that I actually use the six colours of LGBT flags? Hehe. Please look back!
Time for lunch! My stomach alarm clock is ringing!!

Till next time. x

V