Loneliness and Emptiness

Feeling lonely. Feeling empty.

Just realised that I have not many friends that I am close to. Not many that I can relate my problems to. But I'm glad that there is this someone who is always *cough* there for me. You might not be reading this but I just want to say "babe, I love you. Muakzz muakzz!"

Emptiness. *sigh* The moment after he unloaded and pulled out his d***, you are just another stranger to him. I don't know what I am crapping here.

Feeling shit,
V

Soft Porn 1

No more sex post. Tuls laughed at me for being "unprofessional" in bed. *sob sob* lol

This is the soft porn that I promised a while back.

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Very the hot! Like his tits. *lick*
Right amount of hair too.

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Should have pulled down the blanket a bit XD

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Very cute. Wish his lips are a bit thicker.

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Hot daddy type. Maybe Shin's type.

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Typical Italian look.

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Hottie from Switzerland. I wanna go there one day!

Disclaimer : I do not own any of these pictures. No copyright infringement intended. If you own anything and would like it to be removed please kindly contact me at imemymine22@gmail.com and I will gladly oblige.

Which is/are you favourite(s)? =D

Happy fantasizing and wanking, *run*

V

Early Morning Sex

I have just come back from meeting someone. Been so stressful for the past few days due to exam and I have been *quite* frisky. lol

Started talking to this white guy in the uni two weeks back. Not very good looking but ok lah. In fact turned out to be better than average. We were chatting last night after I had my test and we both went cheeky. So he invited me over to his (which took me 20 minutes to walk there). "We will just cuddle all night long" was what he said. Padahalnya.

Turned out that we did not cuddle much but we did more than what we were expecting. I was dead tired by the time I reached there. It was near 1am. After some cuddling, hugging and kissing, he whispered to me, "what do you wanna do?". I just said, "I don't know. Up to you." (I did really want to at that time lol) "Let's get more tired then" was his reply so you guys know la what happened next. :p

I was quite surprised with my capability yesterday night (this morning). I have never taken in any white meaty sausage *cough* before. Usually the other half would direct his and have his tool inside me. BUT I don't know where I got the courage and I did it like a pro. AND I maneuvered it. UNBELIEVABLE! So ya that was a little achievement for me today. :)


V

Untitled 1

Hmm, the title. ........ Because I don't know what to put.

It's 9pm and I have just had my dinner. I don't usually eat this late.

3 scones and 2 Nature Valley cereal bars as dinner. I am so lazy to cook after spending the past few hours in the library revising for test (for the module which I did superbly well). I have been giving myself too much pressure after knowing my result for the first test. It's my nature of not being satiated easily. *sigh*

Before leaving library, I went to this one toilet which people seldom visit. When I came out, there was this one guy at the urinal and he was standing quite a distance away from it. I was not sure whether he was peeing or what. All I knew was that he was looking at me the whole time when I was drying my hand. I could easily see his willy had I turned my head left (if he was peeing la)! I have never encountered this kind of situation before! Was he giving me signal? Someone please tell me! And if he did, how should I give a response? Oh, there were only two of us in the toilet.

V

Harlowwww!

Hello people!

I have gone MIA for long lol. Not sure if there is still anyone reading my blog.

Wind asked what has happened to me the last time I spoke to him. Well, I have been segregating myself from people due to work and some other complications. Quite a few happened in this period, some good ones and some bad.

I feel like I am getting busier this year. There is so much work to be done. Assignments la (assessed and non-assessed ones), tests la, exams la. *sigh* I have no life man. Yea right. -.- Got time to go flirting around somemore say no free time. And not to mention wanking!

Here to update a few things. I will try to list them all down. ;)
1. I did well in one of my test (one which will exempt me from professional qualification). I was so surprised that I was third among the whole cohort! Oh man, I was literally shocked and ecstatic at the same time. Couldn't feel happier and it's good to start a new academic year with a bang! I mean bang not the BANG type of BANG! :D

2. So glad to recall back the materials learnt back in high school and I had one test which had 70% of the questions based on that! Felt great to have taken/self-learnt it. The test was just a piece of cake!

3. Someone came and gave me a scarf (because I was in cold and couldn't find my scarf). Could be a girl so please don't assume it is always a guy. :) I was so touched!

4. A gay mate of mine asked me out (we haven't gone yet). It could be in the next 2 weeks depending on how tight *cough* my ass work schedule is.

5. Oh and first anniversary for me on Halloween day! ;)

Ciao for now. I will see you when I see you again.

Much love from V.
Muacksssssssssssss! <3 <3

V

Introducing Someone :)

Hello peeps!

I am going to postpone my soft porn post until a while later. Internet connection in Malaysia is just horribly slow. And, due to the weak wi-fi signal, I have to be in the common room. :(

So the main character for today is …….

*Jeng* *Jeng* *Jeng*

Main character : Joey

How we met : Grindr

Nationality : British but he said he is an Asian at heart. I wonder how true is that. Lol

Synopsis : He is one of the first few guys whom I favourite when I started using the app back in May 2012. And now he holds the record for being the longest on my Grindr favourite list, standing at 15 months and still counting. He stayed just a few blocks away from my previous accommodation inside the uni. It was a blank profile and still is. Why did I start texting him? I don’t know. Lol. Maybe I was just bored and all those hot guys whom I texted never reply to my faceless profile. Then we exchanged texts over the summer last year while he had just come back from the States. Fast forward to a few days before my trip to Southern Europe, he was concerned with my safety as I was going to visit a city which he had been to and not have a good impression on. That night, we chatted from midnight till 2-ish in the morning. Never once in UK had I stay awake until such late!

Then I was reported as being ‘underage’ on Grindr. I let out a huge sigh of relief when I was able to log on to Grindr again and still seing his profile in my favourites. Hehe. I texted him straight away. LOL. I was being cheeky then by calling him ‘babe’ (I did this to my PLU friends) until one day he told me that he was kinda put off by that. :(

He texted me on Grindr few weeks ago (Was I in his favourites too?) and I have been waiting for him to text me again. Most of the time, I initiated the conversation first. I am not sure whether I think I get along with him well or there are more that I am hoping for. :-/ Now, I insisted on keeping my S2 (which breaks down quite often) just to keep him with me. We have never met nor did I have his contact details. Hmmm.

End of post. LOL. This was written on a piece of paper while I had nothing to do in the office this morning.

Missing you,

V

Easter Encounter Part 2

He looked older but attractive in a way and soft-spoken. We did not much talking inside the car and it was awkward silence sometimes. I am just bad at initiating a talk. :( I got to know him more inside the car. He is born in UK but grew up in California. After that, he came back to UK to study Maths and is now a manager in a company dealing with multi-millions pounds transactions every week. That’s pretty much everything that I can tell.

Then we reached his home. It wasn’t a big one but just perfect for someone who stayed there alone. He told me he designed the interior and renovated the house all over. Yeah, I noticed. The stairs weren’t right in front of the main door which is quite uncommon in UK (or maybe just in my area? Correct me if I am wrong). He then led me to his bedroom. What we did inside there you imagine yourself la. Haha. He did keep to what he said and what is supposed to be done was done. Lol.

A week or so later, I learnt that Mr. 7 series has been sleeping around with Elwin (who was my friend back then) and not only that they had unprotected sex on a few occasions. That totally changed my impression on Mr. 7 series and I am really glad that I controlled myself the other day and not doing anything which might put my health at risk. Elwin also told me that Mr. 7 series had a boyfriend in the States. California to be exact! Does that make me a bitch for sleeping with Mr. 7 series?

I have to admit that he is one the best guy that I have ever met or seen so far apart from him cheating on his boyfriend and having unprotected sex around. He fits most, if not all of the criteria I am looking for and is the dream guy that many people will go after had he behaves well. He gave me the warmest hug ever and knew how to treat a man well. At least he helped me to put on clothes after we got out of bed. This is what most guys fail to do. Please remember to do that to whoever you sleep even if it’s a random shag, no matter you are top or flexi or bottom. Humans have feelings! I still remember vividly those moments he hugged me from behind in his bedroom and one more before the front door right beside the heater in the living room. It was already quite late when we got into the car. I told him to drop my around university area and I would walk back home as he had to wake up very early for work the next day. He smiled and told me he wanted me to be safe and would send me home while patting (or maybe caressing) my right thigh. Then he waited for me to enter home before driving off. No one guy that I have met has ever done that.

We still talked a while after that meeting until he no longer replied me on two consecutive occasions. I knew what that meant and we have become strangers now. Anyway, thanks for memories and the good treatment Mr. 7 series.

I did fall for Mr. 7 series. :)

Till we meet again.

V