Past and Future

2013 is coming to an end in another few more hours here in UK and it also marks the first anniversary of my blog. Looking back at this, let's see what I have done for the past one year.

1. I accomplished this but ... I failed one core module. Got an overall of 76-ish. Worth the sleepless nights I spent in the library prior to the exam and not to mention the 5kg which I gained during the exam period (I eat a lot when I am under stress xD). Now for the failed module, I won't have to resit it again in uni but I think I am going to pay another a few hundreds pounds to retake it.

2. Just going to write a short one on this. Still am single and available but I don't think I am ready to jump into one yet. I am not "stable" yet. And apologies to you-know-who-you-are. Sometimes I feel ashamed to talk to you again and thanks for letting me know something which I have been ignorant to.

3. Made it up the last summer I went back to compensate for my less than frequent calls back home. I did my best to solve some conflicts within the house. Did everything I could to keep my family happy, especially mum who is alone at home most of the time. No long cold war. I think the only one was when I wanted to drive out at night and mum didn't let me to and I "merajuk-ed". lol

4. LOL. This one ah? I have had people laughing at me for this and still I have not done this. Someone offered to accompany me there already. Hopefully there will be a time when we both are free and go there for a weekend trip or something.

5. Weight has been wandering around that figure. No shape at all. lol. I remembered telling the someone who offered to take me to London this "You know when I look at all those fit and toned body on Grindr or Jack'd, I have this sudden urge of going to gym but when I rethink how long I can keep going, my brain says, "Yeah, Once in a year.", to which he just laughed.

6. Rickman (a British guy who have been constantly expressing his love towards me) taught me a couple of that but I think I have a lot more to learn. Is jumping in bed with the Brit considered one?

7. Mostly gay friends, a couple from blogosphere and a couple from Grindr and Jack'd. Not friends with benefits just pure friends. though for one or two I hope for more lol There are some whom I have not met in person yet, especially this guy whom I constantly flirt with but we know we aren't for each other lol. Then got two hot Spanish and one twinky American.

8. Yes I have and also I am more open to Ron (the guy friend whom I am out to). There was once I asked him whether he would like to see something. He said, "go ahead" and I showed him a photo of my gay friend kissing his bf in a public park. He gave me the o.O face and I literally can't stop myself laughing but yeah he said he was okay with that. lol. And no we didn't talk about sex at all. I still want to keep my good image. xD Oh and while I was in Iceland, we were walking down this Laugavegur street and I pointed to a pub with colourful paint and told him it's a gay bar. I am surprised he didn't know about the rainbow flag. :O

9. I have, the most recent one being a trip to Iceland. It was really pretty. Strongly recommended if you are looking for a romantic kind of trip. Not bad for a family/friend trip too. I can recommend a nice apartment which is like the cheapest of all and very cosy.

10. Spent Christmas eve afternoon with Rickman. It was a sudden one. I was planning to get myself a coat and he offered to take me around. Had lunch in one Malaysian restaurant and we started our gay topic. There were two Malaysian chinese guys in there too, just a few metres away from our table. Errr, I hope you didn't eavesdrop. And if you are gay and happen to stumble upon this blog, come say hi.


Happy New Year,
V